So... I'll be taking a break to focus on personal things, I ended up doing kind of badly in a subject and besides that I need to focus on finishing the first episode of ADP that I've been owing since I created this account. I hope you understand and comprehend my side, because besides the little time I have in the day to focus on everything I still need to interact with you (because I love you), so I'll be taking a temporary break and I promise to come back as soon as the episode is ready.

So, I had a really bizarre dream last night. Basically, I was at a party, I think it was something involving my mother, and I don't remember very well what happened, but suddenly I fell off the balcony and died, from that moment on I started seeing everything in the third person, my mother screaming and crying and my sister in despair. The dream cuts and suddenly I'm on a busy street that isn't in my city, I don't know what it is, and I see that I've turned into a ghost. I looked ahead and my father was on that street kind of busy talking to my sister on the phone about me until a man comes up and says "your son is already dead, why talk about it?" And my father suddenly loses his shine completely, it's not like he doesn't know, it's like he doesn't accept it at all. He arrives at a store with my youngest sister (5 years old), and well, she seems to be the only one who could feel my presence, because I played with her in front of the store and my father sat on the counter and just started looking down depressed. I was going to help him, but suddenly I was in a strange house and my mother was there crying, and this time there was nothing I could do.

Does anyone know if this has a meaning or something? Im kinda scared ik

On top of everything else, to make my day and life worse, the coordinator suddenly comes into my office and says she has great news. My state government has partnered with an airline and, well, high school students would have an opportunity to do an exchange program in Europe or Canada, I don't know. My friend and I were really happy. You can tell from the previous post that I'm a nerd in English, and I met all the requirements (never having failed, attendance of 85%+) until the final question comes up, WHO GOT MORE THAN 85 POINTS IN LAST YEAR'S GRADES... Bro, I did everything right last year, but math was a pain. I didn't go on an exchange program because of math. Math sucks.

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT, SOMETHING UNEXPECTED HAPPENED TO ME AND I SWEAR I'M GOING TO KILL MYSELF. BRO I Aced an English test, it's hard because it's not my native language, but they took away half a point because I didn't write my full nameooll😭😭😭

Hey! I'm officially starting to make the first episode of ADP, and in my opinion I'm really enjoying it. So far I've made 1:05 seconds of the episode, but it took a long time. I don't see a problem in showing some discarded moves or ones I did out of boredom, so I hope you like it<3

YAAAYYY I HAVE A FAN I'M SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW (it's my sister btw.)

It's been so long since I needed someone who really knew what they were doing in this matter and I urgently need help. I have a group of friends, the famous foursome, formed by me, friend 1, friend 2 and friend 3. I've always been the most outgoing of our group (which used to be a trio), but I don't know what's been happening these past few months, it's as if friend 3 is simply better at everything, but at the same time he's disgusting. Today I was looking for friend 2 with friend 1 and we found him with friend 3 and some other boys simply laughing while watching pornographic pictures, like futanari, bestiality and even pedophilia. I found it disgusting and so did friend 1, but for some reason friend 2 wanted to stay and friend 3 insisted that he stay. We had to pull him out of there. Friend 3 is even more outgoing than me, and this morning I spent the whole morning being ignored by all 3 of them, I watched from afar as they were having fun without me and I couldn't help but cry while hugging the only comfort available: my sister. That scene made me feel so bad, I bet a lot of people must know what it's like. I've tried to have an honest talk with them, but friend 3 is always acting ignorant towards me as if this is all a joke, maybe because we are exes and he still has feelings of anger towards me, but I hope he understands that what ended in October of last year STAYS IN OCTOBER OF LAST YEAR! This situation is burning me up inside and I don't feel like there's much I can do, I just want peace and my friends, nothing more.

I came to give my letter of absence for now in the arts and posts, because my agenda looks like a president's agenda. Let's get started.

ASSESSMENT ACTIVITIES/WORK - 1ST SEMESTER

01/04- Biology homework (pages 13 and 14 of the map)

02/04- English test (present continuous tense)

- Physics homework (in class)

- Chemistry homework (pages 11, 12, 15, 16, 21 and 22 of the map)

03/04- Presentation of books

- Portuguese homework (report/news)

04/04- Sociology homework (notebook subject)

07/05- Practical automation homework (parking meter/micrometer)

- Philosophy homework (origin of philosophy/notebook subject)

08/04- Biology homework (notebook subject)

09/04- Physics homework

10/04- Presentation from the books

- Portuguese seminar

04/15- Biology task (pages 46 to 49)

04/16- Model presentation

- Chemistry test

WHY THE HELL:((

I always wanted to know why my grandmother treated me differently than my sister, it's like she really hated me, but why?? I remember all the times she cursed me practically for nothing, and I know I was a child as much as questioning and stubborn, but it's one thing to put a child in their place, another to lock them in their room and only open it when their mother is about to arrive. One time I was playing in the garage with my sister and she saw a piece of the wall that my sister had taken off a piece of paint, and in her head I had thrown paint there, so she forced me to scrub the wall for AN ENTIRE HOUR! When she realized she was wrong she had the decision to simply apologize and forget, but no, she literally locked me inside my room without my sister while I cried on the floor, and that day I didn't want to eat and she told such a distorted story to my mother that she completely lost credibility in me. This went on for years, she's done some worse things (in my mind), like telling me to kill myself while I cried and vented about my life, breaking a picture of my baby mom in front of me with a hoe when I told him I liked him, making me hold a multiplication table after school and expecting me to memorize it (note: it was 4 hours straight without any noise), and if she knew it wasn't having any effect, she would make me sit there over and over again, no matter how many times I cried and asked to go to my room. This may have lessened nowadays because I'm older now, but she still makes a point of embarrassing me in front of any friends I'm with, and it's frustrating. No matter how many times I tell my mom, I'll always be the one to blame because "I don't do what she asks right away" and "you don't respect her"????? She's made me cry more than literally anything, but no one takes seriously, they just care the way she's kind with everyone and how she's sooo nice, but she's not, i bet they would never say this again if they we're in my skin while a kid for 1 day.

HOLY SHIT, I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO SURPRISED IN MY ENTIRE LIFE.

I was just chilling at school after the last recess to have my last class, when two friends called me and said that some son of a bitch spread the word that my dad was going to be our substitute teacher (the original teacher is having a stroke) and I said "no fucking way" then 1 minute goes by, maybe less and they called me again saying it was him. When I look through the door MY DAD IS ACTUALLY OUR SUBSTITUTE TEACHER?!?!?! I HOPE THIS HASN'T BECOME A PICTURE OF MOCKERY BECAUSE BRO MY DAD IS MY TEACHER!!!