I'm exhausted for no reason, it's like I've done a billion things but when I look at the clock it's 10 in the morning and all I've done is go to school. I hate this.

Waring: This is a bit of a sensitive topic for me and I still feel like I'm just making a big deal out of the whole situation, but I really feel bad about mentioning all of this, but I trust you guys a lot and I really ask that this subject not be mentioned in other posts, this is a rant and I wouldn't feel comfortable if this was mentioned in other posts. When I was 7 years old I met a girl, I can't mention names so I'll be calling her Sama. Sama and I ended up becoming friends, with lots of quotes. She wasn't a very nice girl to be around, even if you were older than her. She usually liked to throw water on me, spit on me, spread rumors about me, throw food at me and some other problematic things. I remember she signed me up for a chess tournament without my consent and that got me in big trouble.  I don't have a very good memory about this specific subject, but I remember that sometimes she would take water in her hand and wet my shorts directly on the intimate part, she had a habit of putting her hand on my shorts in the intimate part, slapping my butt and some things like that. A few months later she was 2 years ahead in school because she showed herself to be much more intelligent. To this day I don't know how to deal with it, because everyone seems so insensitive to this situation. I don't want people to feel sorry for me, but I wish they understood the gravity of the situation. I was a child and Sam was too, and it affects me to this day. I've failed in relationships because I was afraid of suffering through this again. I don't know if it's a trauma, but I usually count it as something normal, or even make jokes about it, even though I feel REALLY bad.(Minor update: I told this story to my friend, he ordered me kms! Lol, sometimes I wish people were more sensitive...)

I'm not a big fan of being a social person, but that doesn't mean I can't talk and tell stories that make people laugh, especially on the internet. I can call myself an extrovert. Yesterday my family went out to celebrate the birthday of someone I didn't know very well. My sister and I were a little embarrassed, especially because my mom kept insisting on saying that "we're shy" and that "we're in a PRE-TEEN TIKTOKER phase🤪". Bro, she said that to the couple's daughter who was my age, and trust me, I AM NOT a pre-teen. While they were talking, I couldn't fit in the conversation, so I just talked to my sister. I would have talked to them if the subject was something I know about, and bro, my mom was FURIOUS with me because we didn't talk at all. So ok, I decided to talk, and for a little more context I have ADHD, and maybe that causes an overwhelming hyperfocus on dinosaurs. So I decided to make the worst decision of my life: to show off my skills and knowledge about prehistoric lacoste. The people at the table seemed interested, but my mother absolutely hated it. Today at home, my mother came over to complain about my "rude" behavior, but I was just trying to fit in! Even though I was terrible, I managed to make some conversation. I felt sad when she compared me to the daughter of the birthday couple, "a girl who talks nicely to others and who talks nicely to her mother." She was mad because I was being a little curt. She also said that I embarrassed her. I am sad. AND MOM, TELL YOUR HUSBAND TO STOP COMING INTO OUR ROOM FOR NO THING! YOU SAY HE COMES IN TO "CLEAN UP THE MESS" BUT IN REALITY YOU'RE JUST WIPING A LUNATIC WHO DOESN'T LIKE CLOSED DOORS.

Damn, I never thought I would go through so much trouble. So, in my country there is a law that cell phones are STRICTLY prohibited, it is literally a crime to use the phone, but ME?! nah, I was not born to obey a single damn rule, and guess what? Your school also has an extra part under the desk that serves to store some things, right? Because I FORGOT MY PHONE AT SCHOOL!!! and then I realized when I got home, but I couldn't do anything because it was raining A LOT and besides, it was already 6:05 pm. The next day I went to school with my ass in my hand, "what if it's not there?" "What if someone steals it from me?" That was ALL I could think. I get to my classroom and lightly kneel down only to see something completely empty. I then went to the coordinator's office, and they told me that I had to talk to the coordinator (who for some reason has a separate office from the coordinator's office). I went to the coordinator's office, and she told me that I had to deal with it with the vice-principal. SHIT, HE HATES ME!! I went to the vice-principal, and then he said that no phone had arrived in his office. I went to class, completely anxious, it was like holding back a cough in the middle of a test, this feeling is desperate, but I can say that I wish it on certain people. And then a few minutes passed, and the vice-principal along with the CANTEEN AUNT entered the room, and guess what? TADAM! My phone was with them. I slowly went to them, I was embarrassed, the people in my class aren't that nice to me and such, and it didn't help that he wanted to remind the whole class that they are not responsible in cases of loss. Yeah, at least I had my cell phone with me.

FUCKK I GO TO THE SYSTEM SHOW WITH MY MOTHER I LOVE MYSELF SO MUCH I AM THE HAPPIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD!! AND THE BEST: IT'S MY FIRST SHOW, AND IT'S ON MY BIRTHDAY!!!! (14/05, I'm Brazilian) WOWOWOWOWOWOWWOW >u<!!!

Hi, I just got home, we arrived early because we were already tired. Thinking about it, I think it's easy to describe my family environment so I'm going to play a game with you: describe your father and mother (if you have any)

me first

Mom: Conservative, loves gospel, says she's left-wing but definitely isn't, fights with me a lot but always hugs me afterwards (I feel guilty).

Dad: Pothead, literally a marijuana user, SOAD fan, communist and if I'm not mistaken he also a little bissexual? Idk

Some updates on the project: I'm starting to make some shorts while the game isn't being made, ik, some short and SUPER FUNNY videos LOLLL🤣🤣 anyway see you in my new YouTube Channel.

Hey, so I've already traveled and I'm in the countryside, and I confess, I'm a little scared. There's this uncle of my grandfather and I'm sure he's a pdf file, Like, it's not every day you find a cp on an old man's computer and that scares me. I'm not a kid, but man this is freaking me out. Since we are in a place full of waterfalls I am constantly in swimwear (I will not be specifying cuz idk), and I can feel his piercing gaze on me, it's like a demonic eagle. I don't want this anymore, so man, I'm screwed... My mother had told me to lock my bedroom door at night, and thank goodness for a miracle Thank you to whatever god told her that, Because man, I can SWEAR to you, someone tried to open my door last night, and when questioned, my mom denied it, so it was definitely some man. For context, we are on a farm: me, my sister, my mother, my stepfather, my grandfather and his friend. My sister and I are sleeping in a room at the end of the hall, so no, no one would have mistaken the room). At least I have the dog here, Doby, he's a big baby, he literally has no awareness of his own size and weight and jumps on anyone, oh and he also doesn't take showers. I would even try, but now he is at risk of dying if he takes a bath, it is better to leave that to my aunt (a veterinarian). It's a """short""" update because I really love my page and I'm really sorry to leave it without posts. ALSO System of a down will be here on my BIRTHDAY!!! BRO I NEED TO GO TO MY FAVORITE BAND'S SHOW ON MY BIRTHDAY !!! Too bad I don't live nearby, but I'm looking at it, I really hope I can go...

I know you dear fans were expecting a super aggressive post about my day, but I guess nothing bad happened today. And maybe I'll be gone for a few days, my country has a celebratory day that lasts a WHOLE FUCKING WEEK! I'm not complaining, especially because THREE DAYS WITHOUT CLASS! Anyway I'm very happy and I'll be making little animations of Ari (in case you didn't notice it's the character in the picture), I think she and the game's story have a lot to be explored and a lot of potential.

Yes, it is hard to make a game on a computer older than mine. I mean, how did my mom manage to keep Windows 7 for so long?! I'm not complaining, of course, But you, me, your mom and your grandma could easily call this computer grandpa or idk a really old man name, like Archibald?? Idk, my mom calls him a really old name, i really need to have patience with this computer, he's sooo slow

sooo my stepdad its not one of the best, he screams with everyone for no reason! i know he got sum problems, but thats not an excuse for screaming with me cuz i didnt eat when i got home AND less blaming my mom for it, saying she didnt gave me automation, like WHAT THE HECKKK I NEVER SEEN SOMEONE SO UNBALANCED!!!!!!!!1 He yelled at me like I was nothing and it really made me sad.