I always wanted to know why my grandmother treated me differently than my sister, it's like she really hated me, but why?? I remember all the times she cursed me practically for nothing, and I know I was a child as much as questioning and stubborn, but it's one thing to put a child in their place, another to lock them in their room and only open it when their mother is about to arrive. One time I was playing in the garage with my sister and she saw a piece of the wall that my sister had taken off a piece of paint, and in her head I had thrown paint there, so she forced me to scrub the wall for AN ENTIRE HOUR! When she realized she was wrong she had the decision to simply apologize and forget, but no, she literally locked me inside my room without my sister while I cried on the floor, and that day I didn't want to eat and she told such a distorted story to my mother that she completely lost credibility in me. This went on for years, she's done some worse things (in my mind), like telling me to kill myself while I cried and vented about my life, breaking a picture of my baby mom in front of me with a hoe when I told him I liked him, making me hold a multiplication table after school and expecting me to memorize it (note: it was 4 hours straight without any noise), and if she knew it wasn't having any effect, she would make me sit there over and over again, no matter how many times I cried and asked to go to my room. This may have lessened nowadays because I'm older now, but she still makes a point of embarrassing me in front of any friends I'm with, and it's frustrating. No matter how many times I tell my mom, I'll always be the one to blame because "I don't do what she asks right away" and "you don't respect her"????? She's made me cry more than literally anything, but no one takes seriously, they just care the way she's kind with everyone and how she's sooo nice, but she's not, i bet they would never say this again if they we're in my skin while a kid for 1 day.