In case you couldn't tell by the title, I'm not a girl. Maybe because my profile is considered too feminine by my class, I got this stuck in my head and I'm seriously sad. It's hard but like, I'm a transgender guy, and damn, it's hard to live pretending you're something you're not to your relatives just because they're transphobic and idiotic believers. I'm a man, no matter what they say. I feel bad every time I look in my fucking mirror because all I see is a girl, when all I wanted to see was a fucking male, or at least a dick. People see me as a woman, even my own friends. I have no problem saying my deadname, but I won't be doing it because suckz. Thankfully, every day I'm closer to being an adult and finally being who I am, and maybe even wearing underwear without any judgment... That last part was a joke. This is today's rant, I hope you don't see me as a woman, nor as the little trans boy, just as a boy or a man idk, please.